Summer

I do not know where to start & when to finish

I'm writing here because i know you will never read this.

This is not a love letter, this is more a fan mail.

You, are the most extraordinary influenced over me & I, probably the most melancholic person that ever existed.

You used to be right there whenever I needed, now you're staying still & I'm getting closer.

Without knowing the reason, as I move closer, I feel so far from, of course, you.

I was very glad with this immense distance, great closeness.

But, everything seemed so wrong & I realized that, what we had was not wrong.

What is wrong is what we have now, -which is nothing.

I've never felt my soul hurts this serious & it's getting really real.

Regretting whatever it was that I did to you that makes you mad eventhough you deny it.

I think, it's too soon.

Note :

You are by far the opposite of the worst.

I'm hoping all the best for the rest of your life.

You are fucking missed, man

X

negatively black

most colorful color you might see in this post

Chanel by Karl's little black jacket

 black H&M coat with peter pan collar

 black long sleeves top and eternally black ukulele

 Chantal Goya's black vinyls

oh gosh, i apologize to myself i took a very long time break from writing here, i have been too busy to do things unnecessary, and to let memories gone as well; for example: i don't take a picture when there's something memorable.

first, i would like to say fuck 2012 we are currently in the year 2013! i was celebrate new year in paris, indonesians came to my new house (yes, finally i moved after 100 days of suffering, my sufferation shall be no more). so, we planned to decorate the house, the first picture on top was the decoration on my living room. there were so many peoples; there were best friends, friends that i barely knew, even strangers. since i do not have privacy, they already knew me. ten seconds before a new year, we yelled count-down, i have been surrounded by drunk & non-drunk friends, sleepy-heads, love-birds, independent peoples, the best people i could have met, lighted a cigarette and smoke it all away, there are stories in every corner of this place. we were wide awake until one by one fell asleep, how chaos my house at that time. by the way, we made 19:02 duration video with all the fantasy new year resolutions and full of rude words, i shall not post them, it is a private collection. what a great way to end the great year ever.

winter greeted me,  so i wear coat. i bought a dream coat that has peter pan collar on it. inspired by Karl's campaign of little black jacket, i took photos of black wardrobes i ALWAYS wear. i always chose dark color and don't know why, i'm trying so hard to buy the pretty coloring ones but then, they always be with summer clothes on winter. on summer 2012, i have and am able to play ukulele (it was my dream, now it came true) sadly, i haven't any confidence yet to sing for all of you with Blacky; the name of ukulele of mine. i know it more sounds like the name of black dogs, it's a joke though.

to listen to a vinyl is like everyone's dream who wasn't born at the age. what makes me adore Chantal Goya is because i love her acting on (1966) Jean-Luc Godard's Masculin Feminin. i used to listen to her songs on youtube as well, so i bought vinyls of her, again, the black ones.

 [photoautomat]

La Maison Rouge, Bastille, Paris 75012

who doesn't know i love Lindsey Wixson so much? my love for her is just too much, yes too much. i often draw her but she's not that easy to be drawn. until one day, i was on the train to go to Rennes, to meet up with my noodle maker that could not, would not, and should not be forgotten, i didn't have movie to watch, so i drew this (to me) number one gap-tooth model i fall in love at the first sight. i currently am studying in art school but i really don't belong here, to learn some art basic. i know, i came from zero and maybe now i am more, still, i have to increase my skills of drawing and everything. how hard it is to go to fashion school in France, i postponed until 2 years long, i wish this would be worth it, like my perspective teacher said "vous me remerciez après."

a lot of assignments to do, too much money i spent to go to temporary exhibition, so cold outside, i still can't stop smoking, i have not eat vegetables so far, still can't pose beautifully in front of camera, still wake up late and can't fall asleep easily but also can't easily awake in the early morning, i'm so fucked up, i come late to school, almost everyday, still have no part-time job on record store or boutique, still being perfectionist which really waste my time and forget to do the rest, still sleeping with music, with headset on so i can hear the instruments clearly. new year won't change me.

i secretly tell my lullaby lately:

x

lovely cup

spoof vintage store near rue de rivoli where Paris Fashion Week was held

 

i wear Cotton Ink blue blouse, unbranded blue drapes skirt, ASOS rounded metal sunglasses, Aldo black furred

faux-leather postman bag.

Docmart white floral 3 holes

i wear Mother's old blazer collection, Zara black legging, Janeville green velvet shoulder bag.

the shadow of rounded metal sunglasses by ASOS

favorite shoe store so far, Repetto.

i just think that i have made a worst decision so far; left someone who loves me that much for one who doesn't, it was too hard to explain like "it was love at first sight, at last sight, at ever and ever sight." (by Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita.) but then, so glad that i still have most lovely friends who i love to the moon and back that always said "you can light the fire, open up the window," vous êtes les meilleurs. oh, did i tell you that i stalked a model who walked so fast due to go to paris fashion week a couple weeks ago? if no, i told you so.

now tell me, what do you guys wish to do in paris, france? i'll do for you if you really don't mind :-)

i was always late everywhere because i'm stuck in my world. too late to eat, to think, to talk, even to sleep, like stay up late and wake up early, can we stay up late talking non-stop? perhaps when we found that we're always wanting something and we could share secretly each other. i'll found what i love and let it be murderer, such as flawlessly way to die.

note to anybody: i'd love to send a postcard to each friend anywhere, please tell me if you really interested to get postcard from here and i'll slip some ugliness on the postcard.

merci beaucoup :-) xx

short shoe

i'd like to shut my eyes off while walking, listening to good music & windy. i don't like to run because i could awkwardly fall. so, i got 5 things broke; satchel bag, camera, black stocking, knee and heart.

but what's the big deal? i've moved to Paris. and but again, who cares?

i'd rather take photos of shoes, knees, and bottoms than show you cheeks of a little girl.

He wears: topman socks & docmart.

She wears: melissa shoes & zara skirt.

I wear: zara pants & tamaris flats shoes.

and this is a recommended video by Little Joy.

à bientôt à Paris :-)

sweet salt

françoise hardy

anna et jean

(les filles de godard)

chanel ballet flat shoes

bird feather

les chats et masques

jean seberg

have you ever wondering about some hearts potatoes showing on the header of my blog? and the answer; it's Clare Owen's illustrations, and so the others on this post. i really really really really really adore her and her works as well. adorable, lovely, funny, cat lover, attractive, and all awesome things, are in her.

 

"i drank to drown my sorrows, but the damned things learned how to swim"

―Frida Kahlo

et audrey hepburn

beirut has been my favorite singer since a long time ago to play some unusual odd instruments such as ukulele and harmonica, they are my favorite instrument of all time! and here; my first love song from him.

{i hope you guys love it at the first sight and ever ever sight}

note:  i'm going to create my own magazine approximately one hundred and fourteen pages on it, equals of my birth day. thanks to a.p.c short video 25th anniversary that really inspired me.

soixantiéme en 2012

on friday 4th, i held the photoshoot for the fourth time and again as a photographer and it was all gone well. as usual, i have never named the theme but this time; 1960s.

Luthfi Darwis is one of the most popular indonesian blogger who has the amazing look in each outfits he wear. he has attended many fashion occasion in jakarta and has been indonesian blogger since junior high school.

Alexandra Hasan has a great taste of fashion, good-looking, perfect shape and has been captured as a model by young talented photographer, million times.

Sarah Ismael has great taste of everything, she has great taste of music, fashion and movie preference, ever her eyebrows and shape of her face such a great things to see.

Priscilla Nauli is one of my previous model that has appeared on my first post on my new blog, she has a good taste of fashion as well, pretty, she got things on her when she's smoking and being captured.

Luthfi Darwis' creeper shoes by UNDERGROUND ENGLAND.

he wears; TOPSHOP black hat, NIKICIO black gown and white-sleeveless made by himself.

she wears: NIKICIO black gown, NIKICIO knitted short and H&M white tailback tank top.

 she wears: ASOS half metal round frame sunglasses, NIKICIO black long-sleeves.

 [left] she wears: SUPER flat top sunglasses, X.S.M.L black top.

[right] she wears: ASOS half metal round frame sunglasses, NIKICIO black long-sleeves.

he wears: NIKICIO sleeveless black gown, TOPSHOP black hat, and unbranded earring from London.

[left] she wears: ASOS half metal round frame sunglasses, own collection black long-sleeves, NIKICIO short knitted.

[right] she wears: X.S.M.L black top, FOREVER 21 high-waist purple leather.

she wears: Argyle and Oxford flat platform.

couple days ago, i draw a lot on sketch-paper on the sketchbook. i draw alexa chung a lot, she's my role model forever and everyone's i think. since i can't be her, but i adore her creativity, i made alexa chung for madewell look-a-like on my Giordano tee, by myself. unfortunately, i don't have something to draw on textile so i made with unusual marker. since i am not brave enough so, i won't wash it.

i wear: ZARA long cardigan, unbranded blue-black jeans, DIY project tee.

note: sorry for the too bright photo.

special thanks for those who made this things gone well, i owe you:

Luthfi Darwis

Alexandra Hasan

Priscilla Nauli

Sarah Ismael

Kezia Silanu

(as a make-up artist and assistant photographer)

b 6537 uuw's owner.

thank you ever so much, you're the sweetest :-)

Aimlessly. from Auraori on 8tracks.

pink roses

(Valentino)

(Valentino, Alexander McQueen, Jean-Charles De Castelbajac)

firstly, do you have the same feeling with me about adoring sharks? go read some cute facts about them.

secondly, i really really really am in love with roses, to be nobody but itself, day or night it has been favorite by everyone. she makes sense of sensational and being so simple. i enjoy simple, even anybody says simple is boring but i'd love to be boring. i generally wear the same old things. i don't like being in trouble, who likes then?

and so that, i love wearing lace top, and i love to see anyone who wear those. i thought about how many people loved those kind of top.

thank God i have some and i just found an old zara woman black long-sleeves laced blouse at the old market and just fell in love at the first sight and at the ever ever sight, what a great thing to see. in the last picture, i want you to know that i currently considering that round frame sunglasses is nice and gives us good-look so i decided to have one. i bought ASOS Metal Top Keyhole Round Sunglasses on ASOS.com (but i think it's already unavailable if you wish to have one) while putting supré white blouse on my body.

note; sorry about loving so much things, i'm a lover.

loved to death from Auraori on 8tracks.

Loveless

bonjour à tous, let me introduce myself to anybody who spend their time to read this sweet words. if you just wondering who i am. my name is Aura Ori, soon-to-be a huge shortest fashion designer in the 2000s. i thank to my sleepless mates who has the biggest brain and good tastes of music and also sense of humor, and so that i'm doing this blog. i interested on fashion, photography, music and film. and...here we go;

this photo was taken in the backyard of my house. she's wearing an unfinished black chiffon that i bought at the textile market located at South-Jakarta a few months ago. i have a strong desire to create my own tops, bottoms, accessories, footwear even underwear.

lady who's sitting in the red chair is wearing one of my sister's collection.

she has a good tastes of fashion as well, and she's the one to share in an adventure that i am arranging, and it's very difficult to find anyone like her.

<3